Today, I listened to a lecture held by French researcher. Though her English was fluently spoken, I couldn't hear names of many complicated compounds. It is because I'm not accustomed to hearing those.
A bad memory hit me during the lecture. The memory hit me frequently when I was the 2nd or 3rd year student. The memory is self-hatred caused by shower of the names of compounds which I'm not familiar with.
So, in the worst case, organic chemistry might have driven me into suicide.